Saturday, May 19, 2012

Books books books!

So hindi nman ako masyadong excited e. Pero kahapon nakabili na ko ng ilang libro para this sem. :D At oo, kinikilig ako pag nakikita ko sila. :))) Geek much? Ohwell. Geeks are hot. :> Charot.

Hey you. :) We're gonna have our time next week. Sorry if I can't make it everyday or made it as often as possible this vacation. :s Can I still try and make it up? :) Nagenjoy rin kasi ako sa bakasyon ko na ganun lang. Bahay, gym. Yung mga bagay na di ko nagagawa pag may pasok. :| E yun nga lang, hindi ko nabigyan masyado attention yung time natin. Kasi ewan, pag may pasok naman nagkkita tayo ng madalas. So I think I just wanted some time na magawa ko ung mga bagay na hindi ako nagagawa dati. Pero hindi ko sinasabing ayaw kita kasama ha. Sana naiintindihan mo yung gusto ko sabihin. Pero yun. Ngayon alam ko na. :) I'll make time narin kasi I know na once a week is not enough. Balance lang siguro ng mga kelngan gawin ganun. And for the work, gusto ko rin kasi siyang gawin para may pera tayo. At least ngayon palang may naitatabi kahit konti. Yun lang nman yung akin dun. Lame ko dito ko lang to nasabi. Wag ka magalit ha? Nasabi ko na yung gusto ko sabihin at narinig ko narin yung sayo at narealize kong kulang yung time natin so adjust. :) Naggets ko naan din yung point mo eh. :) I do. So ayun, paulit ulit na ko. Gusto ko lang sabihin na naiintindihan kita at alam kong naggets mo rin yung point ko.

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Tuesday, May 08, 2012

Hi! So I believe you've come across this again. And I am kinda expecting you to read this one. HAHA ;)

(Derecho ko tong ittype dito, hindi ko gagamitan ng Word para macheck yung grammar at spelling. You understand, right? :*)

There's no specific reason as to why I am writing this right now. I just felt like it. Actually, I was a bit inspired when I was taking a shower. Yeah, remember I texted you right before I went in? I just remembered the time when we weren't anything 'official' yet and you went out with one of the girls whom you're with right now, doing the exact same thing - drinking...and having fun/catching up. I don't have any problem with that, by all means enjoy yourself. You know I want you to have fun. :) Going back to my point. That 'momentous' night when you were slightly intoxicated and blabbed and kissed (:">) me via text. Yes, still get butterflies in my stomach when I remember that. Should have saved that message. :)

So right now, you're probably laughing, drinking and busy catching up with them but I want you to know that your text, "Babe masarap food, you'll love the food here :)," made me smile. Actually, simple lines like these are what actually get to me. Kilig ba. HAHAHAHA. How you would always think of me while you're busy with something and just text or call. How you'd sometimes act like a mom in reminding me to bring this, eat that. I'm not complaining. I'm just awed by the things you do for me. Sometimes, I do think that I don't return the favor. Well, I actually don't at times. I guess I'm not that type of person. But please know that I do have my own ways of showing you how much I care. I do try to do the things you do for me. But then, I prefer to do and express my feelings in my own way. I just hope you don't misinterpret any of them. So far, hindi naman yata. :) Hihihi

So dumadada nalang ako. XD Gusto ko lang sabihin na minsan, may pagka-mommy ka, pagka-nagger, gusto alam bawat galaw, madalas tinotopak (?) (pareho naman tayo) at nakakasakal. PERO, hindi ko yun tinitignan para maging dahilan para maghiwalay tayo. Oo, alam kong ganun ka. Sinabi ko na sana medyo bawasan mo ng onti. Pero kaya kong mabuhay kasama ang taong ganun ang ugali kasi mahal kita. Tanggap ko kung ano ka. Bago pa tayo magsimula naman diba winarningan mo na ko? Nagbreak na nga tayo e. I mean, I had the chance to walk away from you that time pero ndi ko ginawa. Kahit na ano pang ugali mo, ttanggapin ko yan. Oo, nagkakatampuhan at away tayo pero hindi ibig sabihin hihiwalayan kita. Matatanda na tayo. I believe we can talk about issues and try to compromise. Di ba yun nman talaga ginagawa natin? or at least, tinatry na gawin para walang issue na talagang lalaki ng OA?

Alam ko may mga foul moves rin akong nagawa. Minsan nga diba sabi mo parang paulit ulit nalang, parang nawawalan na ng sense ung pagssorry ko. Pero sana maintindihan mong sinusubukan ko rin nman. Hindi ko naman ginagawa ung mga nagawa ko para magalit ka or masaktan. Alam mong hindi ko gusto yun. Nagkakataon lang sigurong hindi ko rin mapigilan lahat or palagi. Tao lang rin, nagkakamali.

Sa kung ano mang mapulot mo dito sa sinulat kong to, hindi ko alam. Malamang sa malamang e magiisip ka nnaman. :) :* Ikaw yan e. At oo, kabisado na kita. Malamang habang binabasa mo to, snsabi mo "Tssss." or "Bwiset." HAHAHAHAHA. Ang sagot ko diyan, ";)"

Gusto ko lang sabihin na hindi ako naghahanap ng perpektong makakasama sa buhay. Don't think of your characteristics I mentioned above as things I hate about you. No. These are the things that I love about you. The 'imperfection' and flaws (as some would see it) are just a few things that you unique. The person I love. You.

Simple lang ang gusto ko. Taong mahal ako, mahal ko, may takot sa Diyos, mahal ang pamilya. At sa tingin ko nasayo na yun. Mahirap ang mga pagdadaanan natin, pero alam kong mgagawan natin un ng paraan. Tayo pa! Basta tayong dalawa, magkatulong, kaya natin yan. :)

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