thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.
Lariela Dianne S. Santiago.
Larz/Lars
female.
August 16, 1990.
16 years old.
Saint Claire School,Quezon City Science High School,
Cur 1, Avo 2, Avo 3, Avo 4...
volleyball,swimming, badminton, basketball, tennis
Mitch Albom, JK Rowling, Dan Brown, John Grisham
Tuesdays with Morrie, The Five People You Meet in Heaven
but everythingmeans nothing.
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
A year.
A year has passed since my last post. Gah. I guess it is a good thing since I would have something to talk about. Haha! As if anyone would bother to read. Oh well. It is kinda nice knowing you can rant whatever you like. :))
Right now, I'm in front of my laptop typing and thinking of the things which happened to me since my last post. Hmm... Well now, I'm an incoming third year college student (hopefully!). A LOT has been added to 'my firsts' which I wrote about last time.
Since that time, I experienced driving to school on my own. :D HAHA! I also had a taste of what my course really is. Sleepless nights, loads of papers to be submitted the next day, plus the pressure (?) of being on time for your duty. Oh, plus the regular classes we have to attend for that day. XD It's tiring. It's draining. It's our life... my life. :) It is rewarding, especially when you see your patients responding to what you tell them or assist them in doing. There's this feeling you get when you see them smile or thank you every time you say goodbye to them. Yeah it might sound corny but heck, that's what I feel! :D
I almost flunked a major subject. XD
Sooooo depressing. Looking back, I don't know how I managed to make it through that time. I guess you just have to give it your best shot, NEVER EVER give up, and NEVER forget to pray to God. :D
Just a few weeks ago, I got stuck in traffic due to the flood in Espana. :l Wasn't fun. 7 hours of sitting, thinking, and waiting for the water to subside. HAHA. Of course I did some things which I choose not to disclose here. :)) HAHAHAHA! **To anyone who might come across this entry, please bear in mind that I had no other choice but to do what I did. Imagine being stuck for 7 hours. Damn. XD**
Tomorrow we'll be having our impromptu and I'm nervous. I am excited but I keep thinking 'what if I have no idea on what I have to talk about?'
Geeeeeesh!
if i ain't got you|7:05 AM
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
Right. So for me, my summer officially ends today. I can feel the activities lined up for me to do this coming week. HAHA! Though it's not the 'official' start of school, with the enrollment and all, I already feel like it's the start of term. ;l
About the things which happened to me between the very looooooong time gap of my posts. I am enjoying the freedom college life gives me. I go to school (not on my own at times due to free rides. :D) by myself and go home by the ever-so-haggard LRT/MRT route. Hahaha!
I also had a lot of firsts during my first year in college. I experienced going home quite late. HAHA! Yeah I know, it's not a biggie but for me it is. Hehehe. Thanks to the freedom given to me by college life. tsk tsk. But that doesn't mean I abuse it (the 'freedom') whenever I can. I try to limit myself from going out that much, especially in Manila since it's quite dangerous and scary.
Hmm..
if i ain't got you|1:17 AM
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
Hello? Anyone there?
Haha! Guess no one's around. Oh well, probably all my contacts here no longer open their accounts here. :) Now, where to start... It's been a while since my last post. *HA! This is what usually starts my blog posts.*
So... I'm a college girl now, who managed to get through her first year. :D Though there was a time when I really doubted if I could pass this subject I had this summer. *yep. We have summer classes. Required for the course. pffft.* Fortunately, I passed the subject and managed to get exempted from taking the final exams. The grade was not that high though, but I don't really care. As long as I passed, it's fine. :)
This post would probably be too long if I share all the things that happened since last year, so I'd probably end here and divide my posts.
Plus, I have to list down everything I want to say. Since no one seems to open their blogs nowadays. :)
if i ain't got you|1:51 AM
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Last practice for graduation. Ü
Wiii..! Last day na rin ng practice kanina. We also practiced for the ecumenical mass on Thursday. It was my first time to have to practice attending a mass. hehe! So, practice was fine. Few people were absent which I think is a sign that we actually took the practice seriously. Hmm... We also practiced the ecumenical mass. Which I think is funny, because since when did you have to practice attending a mass?? Right? It was easy anyways, so no problems with that.
Our togas were also distributed shortly after our break. Then off to SM for a stroll. What else...
if i ain't got you|1:02 AM
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Monday, March 26, 2007
Last week na namin to sa Kisay. At last flag cem naren namen kaninang umaga, kaya excited ako pumasok. Late naren nagsimula ung ceremony kanina, siguro dahil last time na namin un. hehe. mag-isip raw ba ng kung anu-ano. so aun. nag lead ay fleming 4. saya saya. gaya ng inaasahan, mejo kakaiba siya sa mga dating flag cem. xempre, last na namen kaya give na give lahat ng nasa stage. pero hindi rin papatalo xempre ung ibang seniors. hehe. kanina lahat kumanta. yep. LAHAT. except na nga lang sa mga absent kanina.
after nun deretso praktis na agad. aus naman. napraktis na lahat hanggang sa dulo. pero grabe. MY GAS! soooooooobrang init. umagang umaga e tumatagaktak ung pawis ko. tuloy, ang lagkit lagkit ko na agad. dapat bubuo kami nung '2007' dun sa field kaya lang sobrang init nga kaya hindi na natuloy. ewan ko lang kung kelan pa ulit yun gagawin.
aga naman kaming pinauwi. kaya mcdo muna. tinikman ko yung bago ng mcdo. yung pantapat nila sa ice craze ng Jabee. aus naman xa. mas masarap nga lang kung may milk pa. Ü
tapos, uwi na..!!
yey!
if i ain't got you|1:30 AM
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Friday, February 09, 2007
woohooooooo!!!!!!!
mahaba habang post ito ngayon. napakaraming nangyari sa akin for the past 6 months.. kaya ngayon magsisimula na ulit ako magkwento.. wala na ren naman kaming ginagawa sa school e.. except sa physics. yesh kamon!
simulan ko sa mga nangyari noong 2006...
> nag-birthday ako. haha! wala lang. hindi ko alam kung umabot pa yun dun sa last post ko, pero isama ko na lang rin dito. para may maisulat ako..
> UPCAT, ACET, at USTET. jan lang ako kumuha. hindi na ko nagtry sa DLSU, masyadong malayo eh. hehe.
University of the Philippines
grabe. ANDAMING tao sa UP nun. ever! di ko akalaing ganun pala talaga karami ang magtatake. my gas. buti na lang hindi ako nalate kundi patay patay nanaman ako.. may mga kasama pa kong scientians sa room ko! tsaka ung dati kong schoolmate, si Martin. la lng..
katuwa rin yung mga parents na naghihintay sa labas. andami nila e, parang sila yung mga mag-tetest.Ü eto mga courses ko. pamatay men. kakakabog ng dibdib e.
Campus: UP Manila
1st choice: Nursing
2nd choice: Bio Chem
Campus: UP Diliman
3rd choice: Molecular Biology and Biotechnology
4th choice: Psychology
** Lord, help me....**
Ateneo de Manila University
ahaha! pinakamasayang experience yata to. hehe! pati mga courses ko, actually yung 3rd and 4th choice lang. ala na kasi akong maisip na pwede eh..
so ayun. pagdating ko palang dun parang nakalimutan ata akong sabihan na may dress code pala bago magtake ng test dun eh. pano ba naman, my gosh ha. magtatake lng ng entrance test naka make-up pa mga babae. alam mo yan.. parang aattend ng party. aping api yung shirt, jeans at rubbies ko eh.. with my water jug pa pala. Ü para kong batang naligaw dun. pati nung naglabasan na ng mga phones. hmm.. no comment na lang, you get the point naman na eh.
1st choice : BS Psychology
2nd choice: BS Biology
3rd choice: Theater Arts
4th choice: Creative Writing
University of Santo Tomas
isa pa to. kala ko ba naman onti lang magtatake, e mas malala pa ata to kesa nung sa UP.
papasok pa lang ng España traffic na. at eto pa, tumirik pa ang kotse namen. hmm. san k p? talk about bad luck. edi lakad ang drama namin ni mama.. hehe. pero ayun, okei lang. lamig naman sa room namin e. kasabay ko pa si jerboo tsaka yung classmate ko dati.
... September 24, 2006...
>> at jan natatapos ang experiences ko sa mga entrance exams. may napansin lang ako, yung sinuot ko nung ACET yun din suot ko nung USTET. wala lang. after nun, katakot takot na dasal na sana pumasa akong UP...
> RESEARCH.
research week. grabeng preparation ang ginawa ng aming group para dito. funds and everything. tapos nag Tagaytay pa sila para dun sa sponge sample namin. at ang first lab namin ay sa UP Manila. grabehan na pagod talaga to. araw araw commute kami papuntang Manila para matapos yung experiment namin tas mag neneative lang pala yung results namin. T.T kalungkot talaga yun. kami pa naman yung group na laging nag mimeet tapos may funds at lahat lahat. twice pa kaming nag negative. kmsta?? pero buti nalang, sumagot na ung MSI sa UPD. kaya dun kami ulit gumawa. dahil kulang na kulang na kami sa oras, dapat everyday may aalis samin na pair. so ayun, nairaos naman.. at nakasali pa kami sa contests!! sulit naren ung pagod namen..
> Christmas Party
wii! last xmas party na namin sa Kisay. hehe. xempre bagong damit ako, pareho kami ni jerboo.. kantahan at iyakan habang kumakanta ng "Hawak Kamay" ni Yeng. panu ba naman, piangtabi tabi sila melai, ace, meme, che. mmm! aun. tapos pichur ng BaClub!! pero onti lang kami nun, dami kasing umalis dahil may mga kailangan gawin. ako hindi nakasama sa movie dahil nag gateway ako.. Ü
so goodbye 2006..!
2007
>Prom!
Crossroads 77, 6 pm. mas nagustuhan ko yung ayos ngayon kesa last year. ang hindi ko lang ngustuhan e pagkahaba haba haba haba haba ng program. sandali nalang tuloy kame nkpagsayaw.. tapos yung food, hindi na unlimited. may mga food stubs na sila. T.T pero masarap yung choco fountain! hehe. dun kami nagsawa. at isa pa palang SUUUPER panget e yung mga kanta! grabehan. hindi ka na makakasayaw. korni korni ng mga songs! hmmp! buti nlng may grad ball p.. dapat maganda na yun.
if i ain't got you|7:39 PM
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
hi blog.. kmusta ka na??
andami ng nangyari sakin.. saya saya..
16 years old na ko!! hehe. pwede na ko mag drive.. pero students palang.. ever. so happy. tapos.. tapos na rin pala ang perio.. at nako. epal. vexatious! to da highest level. my gosh!
nu pa ba.. kakatapos lang nung sabayang bugkas namin nung friday.. 2nd place kami! yey! hehe. ang nakakalungkot lang dun e ni isang praktis ala akong naattendan dahil kakagaling ko lang sa sakit. yep. sakit nanaman. nag gawad kalinga kasi kami nung week before. e nalanghap ko yung pintura, kaya aun. lagnat. at hindi lang rin practices ang namiss ko dahil sa sakit na yan.. mga 2 weeks before pa e nagkasakit rin ako.. namiss ko yung pagpunta dun sa mandarin oriental para sa asimo. sayang sayang. avo na nga lang ang excused, hindi pa ko nakasama! tsk.! hmmp!
ngayon, ngongo pa ko.. pero nagpapagaling na. hehe.
research week na namin bukas! ang saya.. ang saya saya saya talaga.
may project na kami! woohoo! pero bad trip nanaman dahil hindi ako nakasama sa batangas sa pagkuha ng sponge namin. korni noh? pero ganun talaga.. ikkwento ko nalang. so after namin magpresent nung friday, umalis na agad ang ip4. except me. ako lang naiwan sa grupo namin. what about?? so ayun. kanina, nagtext na ko sakanila. at nakakuha na sila ng sponge! yey! may project na kami. yeboy! petri dish at glycerol nalang ang aming pinoproblema.. dahil masyadong mahal ang nakita ko. tsk. cash cash cash..
nagpagupit na rin ako! actually onti lng binawas. pinapantay ko lang yung gupit. hehe. may bago rin akong damit.. ever. bibili ulit ako next week.. para masaya!
if i ain't got you|2:18 AM
